Stuck in a state of “I don’t know what to choose”
Stuck in thoughts of “All I want is you”
Stuck in statements of “Who the hell are you?”
Stuck in this town of the living dead
Makes my mind fill with obscene words and dread
I wish I would’ve gone home instead
Even there I’d be happier than I am here
At least I’d be near to you
It may appear to them that I’m just a hermit
Keeping to myself, but really
I’m just burning away with a desire to see your face
Just to be in the same room as you would give me pleasure
Probably make me feel light as a feather
But for now I’m trying so hard to keep myself together
I’m trying to endure this little patch of stormy weather
I’m tired of feeling this pressure that’s getting closer
To pushing me off the edge
I just want everyone to stop telling me what they think is right for me
Don’t they see that all I want is just to be where you are?
They might be my family but they’re just tearing me apart
Being so far from you is already doing it’s job
Making it hard to focus on anything but you
I find myself giving into the blue void
I finally shed some tears for this situation
Oh look, I made my own precipitation
You’re the only one who could possibly make my eyes stop leaking
Just because you’re the only reason my heart is still beating
You’re the only reason I’m still breathing right now
You’re the only reason I’m ever happy
You keep me smiling and laughing
You are all I’ll ever need in a guy
I don’t want any other
I don’t care what anyone says, not my sister or my mother.
I will stand by your side through whatever.
You are the perfect boy for me, and I hope you never leave.
I love you so much, oh baby I know you see.
I can’t wait to get back to the south, you’ll never see that smile leave my mouth.
The minutes I’ll count till I get to leave.
And once I’m there I’ll be so happy, and once again I’ll be smiling and laughing with you.
My handsome baby boo.
